Sunday, May 17, 2020

Sunflowers & Roses

Sunflower hands catch falling Rose petals
Grunt. groan. sweat. tears. 
Laboring to attach fallen rose petals to my Sunflower face

Aching for love. Longing to be lovely. Wishing I were as beautiful as she. 

I must be her. 
She is loved. 
She is lovely. 
She is a vessel by which men convey their love. 

I must make her beauty stick to my plainness.

I labor to no avail.

It doesn’t work. 
They won’t stick.
Nobody is fooled. 

A sunflower will never be a rose. 

Falling rose petals perish on the floor.
Hands no longer grasp for their beauty.. 

They won’t love me
I’m a sunflower, not a rose. 

And then, 

He picked me
He chose my beauty to convey His love.

I don’t have to be red. Or smell like a rose. 
He made me just the way He wants me
Her place doesn’t overshadow or nullify mine.
We both bring joy. 
We both belong in the garden. 

I love my yellow petals, green leaves.
I stand tall, turn my face to the Son, 
And bask in the light of the one who 
Thought this world needed my sunflower beauty,

Even though it already contained hers. 

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